Note to self:

• Give this boy everything and more than he deserves. Love him unconditionally with the most utmost form of care and affection, and fuel him with the type of support that will propel him up into the midnight sky collecting stars.


• Let him go when he wants to leave so that he can find someone who won't weigh him down after he's learnt to fly from you. Leave behind traces of you within him so that one day he can look back at your love and be grateful that fate once brought you two together.


• The pain will be raw, but let your wounds heal and let your battle scars be a reminder for yourself when you find your next lover: find someone who can be your immediate and everlasting remedy for your chaos. Someone who will be brave enough to adamantly take your hand and pull you out from the darkness.


• This boy might not be your forever, but love him like he will be.